branded by fire, born in the abyss

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how long have you been drawing?
i like to say since i was 10. there's more about this story here.

have you figured out what you will do with your life?
e-yes 😌

not telling?
not until i get there.

do you hate your family or smth?
no. i know they love me, but i have a lot of resentment & i'm just learning not to fall into a vicious victimhood whirlpool. be patient, i'll stop complaining about them eventually.

when are you going to finish that fanfic/original book/academic article/etc?
rest assured, before i die.

will you ever open commissions again?
i hope so! i'm programming myself to return by mid june.

fav games besides rdr2?
alicia online is my top 1, but i also love assassin's creed (up to syndicate) & hollow knight.

what's with the knighthood thing?
it's what i idealize envision to be the ideal archetype of masculinity.

do you still talk to your inner voices?
of course, they're always here. btw, i brought dell back from the dead & conventionally, after that, i started getting mentally healthier...

is that one of those "mpd" or "did" things?
no, it's not a disorder, it's just a coping mechanism i developed during childhood & since it is more helpful than harmful, i have no plans to "treat" it.

are you religious?
no, but i engage with spiritual practices like prayers & hymns. i love the catholic mythology, though.